mhhm

i think im gonna take some time off from writing. i'll still be reading blogs and such but i dont think ill be posting unless ive had any realy success. i have formal in about 10 weeks and right now thats whats pushing me to be healthier. ive decided that my calorie intake for a day has to be between 500 and 1000 because beforehand when i was eating very, very little i would usually binge at some point. ive also decided to build up more muscle because i guess id rather muscle over fat. today went well with around 600 calories and as i had ballet all night i wasn't home, bored so i couldnt binge :) but tomorrow we finish school early and hopefully i dont come home and just binge. oh well hopefully i'll be ok. i promise to write real soon, take care x